Tuesday, November 19, 2013

The prayer of Elijah

I thirst continually for your presence. I want to walk with you and in you. For you are beautiful and you are holy.

I want to see your face.  Walk with me. I want to obey your every word, your every gesture. Your joy is my utmost delight.

Never to lose sight of you. O do not let me stray from your presence for it is my very life and all my desire.

May your power be thoroughly expresed in and through me. Let everything that hinders be stripped away. I am jealous for your fame and glory. Cause your people to see you as I see you. Show your power mightily.

Sunbird

Up and about,
Bounding from bough to bough,
My friend the sunbird
Shrill and sharp
Talks about the morning light

Tiny bursts of moving colour,
Olive green and blue streaks,
Arrayed like the sun
In his splendour
Ever the dapper feller,
He doesn't have
A care in the world

Jumping and chirping
Hunting for a juicy spider
Some nectar,
Bits of fruit
- There is sweetness
In the hunt.

Storms may come,
But they soon pass.
There is yet sweetness
For the mourning heart.

Cry if you must,
Let out the hurt
For deep pain
Is best throughly expressed
And the wounds of the heart
They do well with a hug and tear
On a shoulder of a kind and listening ear.

But after that
Don't stay down
For any longer
Than you must.

Laughing and playing ever
Merry making
They remind me
That to be young
Is a choice of heart

There is always
Time for fun
A good clean joke and
A hearty laugh,

If you have a heart
That leaps
Like the sunbird.

Thursday, November 14, 2013

I love you like I would love any other

Who ever wants to know that they are loved in a generic way?

Don't we all want to know in a personal indisputable way our own significance from the one person that matters in life whoever that may be?

Which wife wants to know that they are loved by their husbands generically?

Which child ever wants to hear their father say "I love you like I love any other child." How utterly horrible.

Why should the love of God not be experienced by people in a way that is personal, intimate, fierce and powerful?

As natural human love can change lives what more the Love of God? or an intimate personal experience from the God who is love?

We read in the song of solomon Gods declarations from heaven about His beloved, a bride a wife an intimate - one who knows Him.

Which heart would not be satisfied with the voice of the Father who says :"You are mine, I have redeemed you, you are my beloved, I know you, for I have made you and you are dear to me."

Romans 8:16

The spirit Himself witnesses with our Spirit hat we are the Sons of God

The purpose in a man

if ambition is the ruling motivation of our life then all our relationships take the tone of ambition.

If love is the ruling power of our heart then our purpose of relationships will be love.

John Wesley's breakthrough of a personal experience of God after many years of search

God's Generals pg 53, 54

Wednesday, November 13, 2013

A Picture of Soul Prosperity

3 John 1:2 

Beloved, I pray that you may prosper in all things and be in health, just as your soul prospers.

I want to focus on that last segment - 'even as your soul prospers'. What does a prospering soul look like? I want to write a list of characteristics which are not exhaustive but hint at the soul prosperity that apostle John was writing about.

Much has been written about Spiritual vitality but hardly anything exists which points to wholeness in the realm of the soul.

Physical health (as the verse says, 'be in health') and success in life (prosper in all things) are by-products, natural outcomes which naturally emerge from the flow of soul prosperity. The root of it all is the vitality and vivaciousness of the Spiritual life. 
An Image of the Soul prospering  
1)  To be filled with creativity, life and joy
2) Finding Meaning, fulfilment and wisdom in your work,
3) Not to be bound with Legalism, a constant striving to earn approval or to be 'good enough'.
4) Liberty, Freedom,  a sense of being set free to love God and love others in the Love of God. 'For where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom'.
5) Having meaningful friendships and mutual supportive relationships - (these are healthy fruitful relationships which do not drain us. Not those in which we only give but never receive from.
6) Having a sense of confidence, significance and esteem, knowing your worth in Christ and being happy in your uniqueness.
7) Knowing your own identity and having a sense of purpose,
8) Developing and growing in your unique knowledge, skills, gifts, talents and loving it, psychologists call this the joy of intrinsic motivation, joy from within from doing what you love, which leads to life and joy in the heart. 'When a desire is fulfilled, it is a tree of life'.
9) Not being weighed down with constant worry, anxiety and care
10) Being generous and being a giver to bless others, which is the fruit of love 
All the 10 characteristics above can be said of Christ.

2 Great books I've read about the subject are 

1) Boundaries, which deals with the subject of identity, guarding your own values, talents, time and identity do that you can develop into the person God intended you to be and the art of saying 'no.' The book comes endorsed by major names like apologist Josh Mcdowell, and mega church pastor Bill Hybells. The book is fantastic because it teaches the art of balance between sacrificial service and burnout. And is especially helpful if you're from a culture like mine in which saying no can be equivalent to breaking relationships.

and

2) Changes that heal which deals Grace and Truth - the ingredients for personal growth, Bonding to others (finding and sustaining mutual relationships), sorting out good and bad - self acceptance and not denying reality of evils in ourselves and others and how to deal with and remedy tendencies of perfectionism. Lastly the book deals with gowing into an adult - which deals with how to discharge responsibility, as is fitting of an adult Christian.

The books authors are psychologists which integrate a biblically based spiritual world view, the discipline of psychology and real world experience in the practice of psychiatric counselling in bringing people to wholeness. 

A whole lot of wisdom is shared in the pages and the books are packed to the brim with insight about depression, abandonment issues, developmental (growing up) issues, relationships and how to handle them. Never regretting buying and reading those. Although I buy my books from book depository.com - Amazon links are attached for you to read user reviews which book depository lacks.

What would life look like if we endeavoured to obey everything God shows you to do?

Build your life with good materials, good and disciplined sleep is the foundation of every other good habit you can form.

What would life look like if we endeavoured to obey everything God shows you to do?

What would your life look like if you endevoured to obey everything God shows you - your peace would be strong like a mighty river

Forget the failings of yesterday for they are forgiven. Today is a new day, a new invitation to walk with Me.

This is how to lead and bless others by walking with God.

Just one human act of love is greater than performing signs and wonders. It is out of that place of love that power flows. Just one human act of love in response to the love of God is the greatest thing of all.

Love versus duty

Obedience out of love and obedience out of duty is different.

Love is the greatest motivator the greatest cause, the greatest outcome. For God is love and the greatest thing in all of life is love.

Help me to obey because You love me not because I'm duty bound. Help me to know your Love so that my acts can be a natural response of love towards Love. Help me to focus on what you want me to do every moment of the day not to deviate from this relationship with You.

Isaiah 48:17-22 NASB

17 Thus says the Lord, your Redeemer, the Holy One of Israel,

“I am the Lord your God, who teaches you to profit,
Who leads you in the way you should go.
18 “If only you had paid attention to My commandments!
Then your well-being would have been like a river,
And your righteousness like the waves of the sea.
19 “Your descendants would have been like the sand,
And your offspring like its grains;
Their name would never be cut off or destroyed from My presence.”

20 Go forth from Babylon! Flee from the Chaldeans!
Declare with the sound of joyful shouting, proclaim this,
Send it out to the end of the earth;
Say, “The Lord has redeemed His servant Jacob.”
21 They did not thirst when He led them through the deserts.
He made the water flow out of the rock for them;
He split the rock and the water gushed forth.
22 “There is no peace for the wicked,” says the Lord.

To touch the hem of His Garment

The Moravian movement was started and powered by prayer. The great awakening in England by the Wesley brothers were also started and propelled by heavenly forces by prayer. The whole of the new testament acts is powered from the first scene of a 120 waiting saints waiting to receive the power of the Holy Spirit. Smith Wigglesworth said if he was not in conversation with men, he was speaking to God.

There needs to be a hardening of endurance in prayer - becoming like a hardened steel drilling bore/bit which can bore through dryness, apathy, lifelessness, wilderness seasons, long, and press hard in a forward reach to God. All this is done before heaven touches the earth.

Endurance and commitment is much required.

Our flesh is weak but spirit willing.

So our flesh and spirit need to be strengthened and hardened through prayer to see God's power and action.

Beyond prayers that help to align us when we are mis-aligned with His priorities, there is a place of prayer in union with God's purpose and will where heaven's agenda dictates the time of prayer. No longer dealing with earthly mis-alignment - repentance and holiness, but where heaven's desires are exerted from the heart of Christ upon His waiting saints.

As much as I would like to have others of like spirit help to generate that momentum in prayer, sometimes they can't be found. As Christ endured long and obtained strength in prayer, gaining from the Father - instruction and wisdom and leading, day to day. As Peter who received his commission to preach to the gentiles, for something of heaven to touch the earth, it requires a spirit which long endures to touch the hem of His garment

For from God comes true might and power, creativity, beauty and life from His throne, peace and deliverance from bondage. Beauty wisdom and strength. "For He will show us the path of life, in His presence is fullness of Joy, at His right hand are pleasures forevermore."(PS 16:11)

Psalms 16

8 I have set the Lord continually before me;

Because He is at my right hand, I will not be shaken.
9 Therefore my heart is glad and my glory rejoices;
My flesh also will dwell securely.
10 For You will not abandon my soul to Sheol;
Nor will You allow Your Holy One to undergo decay.
11 You will make known to me the path of life;
In Your presence is fullness of joy;
In Your right hand there are pleasures forever.

Monday, November 11, 2013

John Wesley - yielding to love

(John and Charles Wesley) taught that yielding to God's love and allowing it to flow through us will ultimately produce "every Christian grace, every holy and happy temper. And from those springs uniform holiness of action."

Quoted from Roberts Liardon, God's Generals, The Revivalists, pg 55.

Saturday, November 09, 2013

Another Father

"Somewhere out there you have another father who gave you another name, and he sent you here for a reason, and even if you take the rest of your life to find out, you owe it to yourself to find out what that reason is."

Kevin Costner's line to Kal-el, On Fatherhood, true identity, a pre-planned inheritance, a hope future and destiny from the Father in the film, Superman, Man of Steel

Perfect theology

Jesus Christ is perfect theology - know Him, put your life on the line for Him and follow Him.

Perfect theology is a person, not your own understanding and mind!

The Two Covenants - an antidote against a poisonous message

The spread of a disturbing twist in the message of grace

There is an increasingly disturbing message on the loose which is currently as we speak, being propagated from Singapore to America and is possibly having a global effect.

The message at best is an incomplete understanding of the teaching and doctrine of the grace of God. At its worst, the message will totally kill your walk with God if imbibed for too long.

At the core is a profound misunderstanding of the grace of God, its aims, purposes and power as well as a total misunderstanding of the old covenant law. A proper, biblical understanding of the law and its purpose as well as the grace of God and its purpose will help christians everywhere to quickly discern error and help them to steer clear of the trap of holding beliefs that lead them to become anti-law, 'anti-nomian' or hold a view of the grace of God which degenerates into the licence to sin - 'licentiousness'.

Andrew Murray writes splendidly about the divisions, purposes, intents and character of God as revealed by both old and new covenant in this free e-book, The Two Covenants, which is being held by the Christian Classics Ethereal Library.

I was myself a former adherent to the aforesaid message for about 6 years. Shamefully I was one of its ardent proponents . Looking back, I can say with much regret that this message has caused me untold amounts of damage to my faith, regret, sorrow and unnecessary suffering to my walk with God and it has created and invited much unnecessary trouble in my life. I sincerely wished I had read this book earlier than I did, for it would have saved me much sorrow. I highly commend it to you, for your own personal and spiritual growth and profit and as a defence against such teachings which are now as common as the flu.

Two Gods?

The book helped to open my eyes that it is the same God of the old covenant who is loving and kind and gracious in both covenants but also superbly just and holy, so as to inspire worship and much admiration. In both covenants He is inflexible in His holiness yet boundless in His grace and superabundant in His grace and mercy toward mankind. It truly helped to deepen the knowledge of this God who is merciful yet holy.

A healthy respect for the law

There comes with this deception a dishonouring of the commandments, the law of God. Paul in His treatise on law and grace in the book of Romans helps us to walk the line, free of legalistic human effort and full of the Spirit of God in relationship which is born by faith. Yet Paul called the law - good, just, holy in Romans Chapter 7 'has what is holy caused me to sin, surely not'

Quoting Paul in Romans 7 (NASV) excerpts
12 So then, the Law is holy, and the commandment is holy and righteous and good.
13 Therefore did that which is good become a cause of death for me?
14 For we know that the Law is spiritual, but I am of flesh, sold into bondage to sin.

The chief proponent of the grace of God and its chief expositor, Paul is calling the law, the commandments holy, righteous and good. I argue that if a christian cannot say that of the Law like David, that he loves God's laws and righteous ways, 'O how I love your law,' that christian is likely to lose all reverence for God falling into a trap of taking God for granted and is in a dangerous position of falling into licentiousness - a way of life that subtly endorses sin. 

Gradually, that Christian's faith becomes totally ineffective. The teaching replaces the power and deadly force of true faith with a substitute which is not faith but with an imitation, a toy gun - capable of doing no  damage to the devil or sin or the powers of darkness. An object capable only to provide its bearer a a totally false sense of security in his delusions that what he has is indeed true faith, when faith's power and substance had been robbed from that person without his knowing.

A Warning

Proverbs 22:28
Do not move the ancient boundary Which your fathers have set.

That ancient landmark is Moses Law, which Christ Himself never did disrespect in any of his teachings. In fact Christ strengthened the law! If a Christian has no proper place to put the law in the matrix of his faith, then there is danger of being deceived into licentiousness.

Be warned! Any revelation or teaching that either removes Christ's sermon on the mount in Matthew 5 or exalts any teaching and revelation above that which Jesus Himself preached when He was on earth is likely heresy and will stand the judgement of its works and fruit at the last day.

Legalism versus Holiness born by grace

There is a line to walk - either we are trying to be good by human effort or we are in relationship with the Spirit of God through trusting in Christ's person, word and work through faith in God's empowering grace.

Walking in a faith relationship with God causes us to become transformed. 'Walking by the Spirit' we become more like Him through encounters with the very living God in seeing His heart and character and experiencing it first hand upon the tablet of our heart, we are transformed (2 Cor 3).

Any sincere believer who desires to work the works of God will come into a conflict with the flesh and his own sincerity in wanting to be pure and reach a place where He is forced to either continue the journey trusting in self and strength or leaning into the Christ who died on a cross and was raised from the dead to live through us.

May this book help in forming your faith foundation as you attempt to walk the line of faith in following the master in whatever He says to you, in a personal, intimate relationship.

Tuesday, November 05, 2013

Whisper


The city angrily burns
Its black plumes obsecuring,
its neon and halogen polluting
the clear stratosphere.

The truth that the stars long to speak,
the message the stars store in their ancient heart,
Their souls well up, longing to pour down.

Upon any who would stop and turn,
to hear the faint message the shining worlds speak

to ones looking,
To be filled with wonder.

The city blares its messages in a million distractions.
Mind us! look at this!
It says in wave after wave of killing fabricated hurricane.

The mountains they bow and look on
with a smile.
The trees they continue to birth,
Life and fruit and growth, over and over
The green plains they whisper.

Friday, November 01, 2013

The Pursuit of God - AW Tozer (1897-1963)

The Pursuit of God by AW Tozer

Tozer lived in the age before the internet, and up to a little after after World War II. Against the backdrop of the modern era of business - he perceived in the Church at large, a sleepiness descending, an apathy over the bride of Christ over matters such as prayer, over matters of living in the very grace of God, over matters of intimacy.

This very short book in electronic format was the result of the man's anguish and travailing, a much beloved treasure of the modern church and a personal favourite of mine, dealing with the subject of spiritual hunger, without which, the spiritual life is all but lost.

The book forms a complete compliment to AB Simpon's teaching on Himself, which emphasises the nature of our relationship with Christ, Andrew Murray's book on the need to empty of the self life and pride which destroys all it touches, to form that required humility of a servant and AW Tozer completes this set with the need to cry out for more of a hunger for God.

May these spiritual giants be a blessing to you as they were in their day firebrands in the hands of God. May God also raise up firebrands in like Spirit, able to speak and stand strong as Elijah in his day, and also for us in our generation.

Humility - Andrew Murray (1828-1917)

Humility

On the subject on good Christian Character, I have found this volume on Humility, one of the most useful. It is complimentary to A B Simpson's teaching on relationship with God, in 'Himself'. This volume talks about the need to be empty, for one to yield entire, to God in His demands, for that is the very keynote, the very song and tone and timbre of the Saviour's heart, who is 'meek and humble of heart.' (Matt 11:29)


Himself - Albert Benjamin Simpson (1843-1919)

Himself. One of the most formative teachings, shaping my current belief to pursue a relationship with God. To which end, theology is the means, as explained clearly by A B Simpson, who also trod the path of theology but found it empty of power to save men for His glory.
A short biography on Simpson can be found here
A W Tozer documents the history on Simpson's life and world wide missions ministry, in this short but powerful paperback (a worthy read, as is nearly anything by Tozer). Wingspread - A study in spiritual altitude A B Simpson 
The man was a prolific preacher and author, publishing and preaching hundreds of sermons in his day through is own missions focused publication, transcripts can be found here
Free e books by Simpson can be found here. 
I used a short one year daily devotional written by Simpson for a short time, if you feel you would need short encouragement, this one is pretty good. Here.

There you stand

You’re my flag pole
When the thoughts of my mind
Whirl like a dervish
The fabric by violent winds
Curl in a flurry

There you stand
Always stable
Never flinching
The centre of my stillness
The calmer of my storm

You’re the light in all this darkness
You’re my breath
In this toxic atmosphere
When you arrive,
My heart crumples like paper

All my resistance melts, like a glacier
My true resolution rises
One and strong
I am reconciled, sorted
I hear clearly the notes

And words of my song