A chronicle of desert wandering. Psalm 119:19 I am a stranger in the earth: hide not thy commandments from me. Psalm 39:12 For I am your guest--a traveler passing through, as my ancestors were before me. Psalm 25:4 Make me to know your ways, O LORD; teach me your paths.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Insights from friends
2) God has ordained you to lead your family, don't let the devil take away that authority bestowed by God as a man to lead. God
Essential elements of faith to be saved
First love forsaken
Fighting the lusts of the flesh
"taking every thought captive to the obedience of Christ"
Only though walking in the fullness of the grace of God through the Holy Spirit are we able to overcome our deepest and closest enemy. The devil would not get and snare us if not for the weakness of our Spirit that allows the flesh to indulge. How then can we fight this evil and prevail?
3 thoughts JJJ
#1: Jesus who went 40 days and nights in fierce conflict with the enemy: only after being baptised in the power of the Holy Spirit was He able to prevail. Only after being immersed into Christ's death and His resurrection are we able to prevail over the evil one and the flesh to do God's will. It is received by faith in the grace of God, in the works of God as revealed in Christ for Man.
It is not by our own strength that we can do God's will its is only as we keep in step with Grace in the Power of the Holy Spirit that we are able to walk and keep the enemy and the flesh under our feet. More of Grace, more of God, and less of self, leave the self and flesh be crucified at the cross.
#2 Joseph Son of Jacob : who loved God rather than to sin against Him even when no one was looking when no one would know. The man had a deeper love for his God in dire straights of trial and confinement than any Stirling saint. God will give us grace to follow Him in the midst of confining circumstances that we might remain pure and delighting in Christ all the more. The man was human but he possessed a love for Christ, for God.
#3 Joseph father of Jesus, who refused to lie with Mary out of the fear of God. Are we able to keep ourselves for Christ, entirely because He loves us, entirely because He has done a fearful Godly thing in us, giving us the deposit of His Spirit, are we able to keep ourselves for Him?
Devotions and reflections
Pornogrpahy. Its harmful because like the fruit of the knowledge of good and evil it encourages us to fulfill longings and desires for what is good "to be like God", in this case good desires for intimacy, fulfillment and deep satisfaction and joy through the engagement of the flesh and entrenches the indwelling power of sin instead of faith. Its a call to find wholeness and satisfaction and joy in something other than.Christ
It calls for the entire devotion and absorbtion of body soul spirit bowing down to an image even a demonic spirit and is an idolatory of something other than God.
It encourages that greed in the heart that lust for more that all consuming evil vacuum within if not for money then sex if not its power
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Song Idea for I wait upon the Lord
Upon His mercy, Upon His love
I wait upon the Lord
O wait O my soul wait O my soul, wait O my soul upon the Lord
On His wings
I will rise,
He will carry me
On His wing I will fly
On His wings
I will rise
Up from prisons
Of circumstance and pain
Esteem attack
Feel like nobody believes in me my colleagues say i am sick and have no drive and will not amount to much. Though they never say it, i Feel like my in laws look down on me and wonder how i will make it in life.
The hardest part is that neither do i believe in me. My estimation of myself is so small i can hardly be confident that i will amount to anything.
The hardest part is that i have great difficulty believing in myself. I must be careful for i border on dispising the day of small beginnings, i border on calling God work, me a common and.unholy thing when God has a great redemption plan and a grand rebuilding project for my life.
How can i look down on a Son of God how can i call this temple common and unclean?
I must have a right esteem of myself. I am created in true righteousness and holiness, created and reborn to reflect His glory. I must put on Christ to combat self hatred and dispising, which is a sin which causes me to debase myself and not value.treasure develop and protect myself. why protect something that does not have worth?
i can look at me and recognize the marks of grace that God has changed me. spiritually this is one of the centre points of my struggle.
Thank u for giving me mercy and love and compassion for people.
Thank u for bettering my people skills
Thank u u have given me a heart and ears to listen to people and a.heart that cares
Thank u for a heart tt is willing to serve
Thank u for breaking down my pride and putting humility in me
Thank u for a heart of worship a heart that loves ur word and loves u.
Thank u for healing my emotional wounds
Thank I no longer fear people like i used to although i am not as bold as i need to be, i am further.along the way.
Strengthen my heart sprengthen my spirit that i may do all the things u require of me. I can do all things through ur strength. Fill me w confidence and faith that i may not hang my head low but lift it high and praise u for u are my God. Make me a royal ambassador, a light of Christ in Him do i find my worth and Identity. In Him all my weakness and sickness is passed away in Him i am alive.
Monday, July 25, 2011
there is peace like a river song idea
there is peace like a river in your arms
here is joy so infite and pure
in the fire in the storm i seek a refuge in you lord
there is peace like a river in your arms
covered in righteousness and
blood your love is flowing to me now
there is love overowing in your heart
there your passion is so tender and secure
i may stumble i may fall still your arms will hold me up
there is love overflowing in your heart.
piano and vocals like angel my sarah malaughlin
the security of faith
the only security we have as Chriatians is to live by faith in Christ. it might look scary and.precarious but there is true amtangible peace and assuranc with faith
not to live by faith in Him means to be contented with bondage. it means to be content w less than victory
an expression of faith is to fill in blank ------- sing to be quietv to touch christ its not ur volume its your trust in jesus what matters is not te size of faith that faith is alive and growing lets.believe god together for great things
sometimes we have to shout to declare by faith in gods word and promises like joshua and the wall of jerico it was faith tht knocked the walls down lets press in by faitg to touch him
The security of faith
the only security we have as Christians is to live by faith in Christ. it might look scary and.precarious but there is true and tangible peace and assurance with faith
not to live by faith in Him means to be contented with bondage. it means to be content w less than victory
an expression of faith is to fill in blank ------- sing to be quiet to touch christ its not ur volume of voice its your trust in jesus what matters is not the size of faith that matters but simply tt faith is alive in the person of Christ and growing lets believe god together for great things
sometimes we have to shout to declare by faith in gods word and promises like joshua and the wall of jerico it was faith tht knocked the walls down lets press in by faith to touch him
Words to my heart in the season
See my life fr another angle
Recognize the extraodinaryness of.Gods ordinary dealings in my life
Tuesday, July 19, 2011
Friday, July 15, 2011
ambition
cleanse me from ambition to a pure love for Christ. that i may have a love that overflows to men
Monday, July 11, 2011
Joshua character sketch
Was named Joshua by Moses when he went out to spy out the land
Hoshea - means place of saftey, savior
Joshua - means savior, deliverer.
Friday, July 08, 2011
By His grace
Crticism and love
Love is different. Love looks and searches intently for the good in people, love is meriful and ready to forgive, love loves unconditionally in the face of sin. Love accepts from a ground of grace. Unonditional and unmerited favour.
Love encourages and nourishes the good, what is noble, what is excellent to grow, it does rebuke flaws and faults but does so in a way that protects the person's worth and re-affirms value of the person. Love gently but boldly rebukes sin, but is humble and contrite.
Love also calls for wrath when sin is repeatly unrepented of, love is fierce, love protects is fiery to protect the good, and prevent the corruption of all that is pure and good by evil.
Love is strong and bold, it inititates, it plans, it finishes in power through its brother, faith.
When is a Christian most a Christ
Wednesday, July 06, 2011
The need for a daily faith in christ and daily rejoicing in christ
Reflecting on somethings that He has told me to do, no they have not been easy. Not even with supernatural signs and wonders confirming direction. I have many times found myself doubting the instructions even when days earlier i was fully convinced and brimming over with faith.
Faith runs out fast even with supernatural God encounters and must be maintained daily in Christ a daily walk with Christ is the foundation for Godly character.
Friday, July 01, 2011
Free
'no more slaves but Sons, free as Sons to discover for ourselves what is right and good.'
you don't have to serve me, you don't have to work for me, you are still my son still by beloved, I will still sanctify you and glorify myself in you.
feel as though it is a season to rediscover His grace and goodness and to stop the preaching and teaching and evangelizing. these will come as a spontaneous result of telling people How good a God Jesus is and in the overflow of His love.
A result of the re-discovery of His goodness, not just out of the terrible drudgery of duty.
I wonder how much of my wanting to be a minister stems from self - to be working 'for me', if God would call me it would be for His own glory it would Be Him working for His own glory through me. the I is totally incidental. it could be anyone else.
and what a poor vessel too! little I can do indeed i feel so miserably poor in talent, in wisdom in energy capabilities, what can i offer God? only to trust Him completely to do His work.
IF God would still bless me whever i was whatever i was doing, would i still want to work to become a minister? If i didnt have to save souls, would i still want to? yes i would still desire it but I'd rather it be a joy of love for the Savior out of relationship and thankfulness to Him, not out of drudgery to preach.
Would i still love people because I have true love, true compassion in my heart? Have i been touched or sufficiently filled with God's love to have compassion for others?
do we struggle in the ministry to think we can earn God's favour, to create Godly character, to save souls, to ready overselves with right doctrine so that we may gain the favor of man and a good living, thinking we have power, or are we totally trusting God to do all, or I we do it out of pure desire for God?
what I really want 'what i please' is to enjoy God's presence, to love my wife, to do good, to live to honor God for from Him have come salvation, from Him have come all that I have.