Saturday, April 08, 2017

The root of the City Harvest Church Issue "Celebrity Preacher Christianity"

Personally if we want to go to the root of the issue, I would not blame Khong Hee only.

I would blame the whole celebrity preacher setup in Christianity that we have going here. We idolize our men of God and hear from them like as though we were hearing the voice of God. We depend on preachers to teach the word of God as people who have the first and last say over spiritual matters and look up to them as gurus. We come to church and consume music and a sermon and then give our money thinking its church.

I don’t think Jesus ever got into the celebrity minister gig that we aspire to, I think the apostle Paul was a discreet minister of the gospel ‘under cover of a tent making trade’ as he want anonymously to preach the gospel with little money (supporting himself with work) and serving the people of God many times out of his own funds, many times to the point of self-inflicted poverty.

The whole celebrity spiritual superstar thing in varying degrees in all churches is idolatory. We the people need to do “church” differently and think about ministry differently. Each is anointed with a portion and with gifts to spread abroad, each can supply encouragement and love to another. There is one high priest who is Jesus and only one person we should endeavour to please – Christ.

When we have thousands looking up to one man – it creates an unsustainable pressure to perform. The one-to-one touch of Jesus who ministered to 12 intimately is lost. Christianity loses its basic relational quality with which Jesus built the church by touching and ministering one to one with lost souls and bringing them into the kingdom and pouring his whole life by letting them fellowship with Him while he lived life – I imagine paul did the same by letting timothy observe firsthand how paul worked hard with his hands, led the church loved people and preached in his free time. The disciples lived with Jesus 24/7…

The early church lived and shared the word of God and friendship in homes and intimacy with one another. Today’s mega church model is an idol which has taken us far from the original design. We can still go back to that which is authentic, relational (intimate), to worship at his presence and to mediate in his word … or we can continue to look to our leaders and “services” as the end point of  all of our faith.

KH is a victim of millions of dollars in temptations which the people trusted him with. He may be alone, as many preachers and pastors are, who have not a single friend to pour their hearts to. They have the pressure of hundreds and thousands to feed. No wonder preachers and pastors are over-burdened, burnt-out and quitting, others fall victim to addictions, sins, perversions. I think its because of a system that God never intended to design and is man-made in origin.

At least Paul could say I have titus my fellow soldier, timothy my dear son in the faith to fight the good fight with. 

To me, CHC is the culmination of ungodly expectations that people have of church and how far our version of church has departed from true intentions. It was bound to happen -only sooner or later. CHC’s success killed it. The millions of dollars, the thousands in attendance.  The financial pressure of securing a million dollar site, pressure for more attendees to pay sky high rentals, pressure for more and more numbers and tithes. If your success is defined by numbers then sorry its not God’s way. Jesus achieved success with a handful at the cross. Then a worldwide gospel with a few.

Success cannot be measured in numbers but in depth of relationship with God, with people and in love.



Suggestions for improvement:

1)     Don’t take any title just be called brother so and so, sister so and so is enough and minister in love
2)     Don’t do ministry to be seen, aim for one-to-one works of love (discipleship and outwardly to the world) Avoid the temptation to be famous for anything even for God and the gospel.
3)     Humble ourselves to serve and love others always

4) Your work and secular job is the vehicle for ministry to the world - tend to it and make it good. Don't aspire to give it up to impact the world. Use that to impact the world.

Matt 23
But all their works they do for to be seen of men: they make broad their phylacteries, and enlarge the borders of their garments,
And love the uppermost rooms at feasts, and the chief seats in the synagogues,
And greetings in the markets, and to be called of men, Rabbi, Rabbi.

But be not ye called Rabbi: for one is your Master, even Christ; and all ye are brethren.
And call no man your father upon the earth: for one is your Father, which is in heaven.
10 Neither be ye called masters: for one is your Master, even Christ.
11 But he that is greatest among you shall be your servant.

12 And whosoever shall exalt himself shall be abased; and he that shall humble himself shall be exalted.



Rant/over

Tuesday, September 13, 2016

Why I'm not a Calvinist - scriptural proofs

Mark 9:23-24 NASB
[23] And Jesus said to him, "'If You can?' All things are possible to him who believes." 

[24] Immediately the boy's father cried out and said, "I do believe; help my unbelief."

Choice- 'I do believe ' also the choice to say 'help my unbelief'

If Jesus were Calvinist he would say God is sovereign and can do as he pleases

But he doesn't say that he says that God does what people believe of Him.

He could work no miracles in Nazareth because of their unbelief.

The Hebrews fell short of the promised land not because God did not will it- he promised them possession but because of their unbelief- attitude problem

God wills many things but it is man who are not willing to cooperate to assent, to work with God that prevents a lot of promises coming to pass..

2 Corinthians 1:20 NASB
[20] For as many as are the promises of God, in Him they are yes; therefore also through Him is our Amen to the glory of God through us.

- many promises for believers but not many actualized

Matthew 13:58 NASB
[58] And He did not do many miracles there because of their unbelief.

Not because God did not will it, because in several scriptures the power of the lord was present to heal them all, but only a few took it to themselves

Matt 15:28
Dear woman," Jesus said to her, "your faith is great. Your request is granted." And her daughter was instantly healed.

Because of 'your faith' not because God willed it- seems he wants to emphasise her faith and her part in this

Deuteronomy 30:19 NASB
[19] I call heaven and earth to witness against you today, that I have set before you life and death, the blessing and the curse. So choose life in order that you may live, you and your descendants,

-"Choose life"

Psalm 115:16 NASB
[16] The heavens are the heavens of the LORD, But the earth He has given to the sons of men.

Mans destined role as co-ruler with God- Kings and priests- means acting to represent a king on earth- delegated authority - even Paul says his own opinions carry the weight of one who represents the King tho these are not in scripture- 

John 15:7 NASB
[7] If you abide in Me, and My words abide in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done for you.

-The exercise of sanctified will brings answers to prayer- "whatever you wish"

Philippians 1:19 NASB
[19] for I know that this will turn out for my deliverance through your prayers and the provision of the Spirit of Jesus Christ,

God and man working together to bring results on earth- through your prayer and the provision of the spirit - I will be released from prison says Paul. 

2 Peter 3:11,12 NASB
[11] Since all these things are to be destroyed in this way, what sort of people ought you to be in holy conduct and godliness,

[12] looking for and hastening the coming of the day of God, because of which the heavens will be destroyed by burning, and the elements will melt with intense heat!

Our actions and attitudes can hasten the day of the Lord- something "preordained"

1 Timothy 2:3-4 NASB
[3] This is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Savior, [4] who desires all men to be saved and to come to the knowledge of the truth.

-who desires all men

2 Peter 3:9 NASB
[9] The Lord is not slow about His promise, as some count slowness, but is patient toward you, not wishing for any to perish but for all to come to repentance.

1) not wishing any to perish
2) but for all to be saved 

Unless any and all have the word elect there then I will be a Calvinist

John 3:17 NASB
[17] For God did not send the Son into the world to judge the world, but that the world might be saved through Him.

Again The world, in its badness not "the elect"

Ezekiel 18:23 NASB
[23] Do I have any pleasure in the death of the wicked," declares the Lord GOD, "rather than that he should turn from his ways and live?

-no pleasure in the death of the wicked,
-'That he should turn'

Acts 17:28 NASB
[28] for in Him we live and move and exist, as even some of your own poets have said, 'For we also are His children.'

-in context Athenian unbelievers -"we are also His children" Paul quotes pagan texts - does that not reveal Gods compassionate heart to even unbelievers

Psalm 37:34 NASB
[34] Wait for the LORD and keep His way, And He will exalt you to inherit the land; When the wicked are cut off, you will see it.

I don't know what the four spiritual laws are but what I see in scripture is this- I don't see Christianity primarily as a system of beliefs- it is primarily an intimate conscious union - Intimacy with God is a choice- wait on God- hope in Him, "draw near to Him and He will draw near to you" are heart and relational terms.

I do agree with you when you say that God works in the believer for growth and Godliness- Arminians don't believe that works of the flesh can save or sanctify a man- only grace imparted by the Holy Spirit... But still, walk in the spirit Galatians says- which to me means surrender to the Holy Spirits work daily.

Romans 12:1 NASB
[1] Therefore I urge you, brethren, by the mercies of God, to present your bodies a living and holy sacrifice, acceptable to God, which is your spiritual service of worship.

The act of surrender is a choice - that's about all the power we have- to surrender or not to surrender. To listen to the Holy Spirits voice or not to listen (Hebrews 4) or hardening the heart towards God- move towards intimacy or run away from God

Thursday, August 25, 2016

My testimony of being healed from childhood abandonment, insomnia, fear and anxiety.


God did a miracle for me in 2009 / 2010 and set me free from a deep anxiety and fear which I believe was caused by childhood abandonment. And to this day, I believe that the kingdom of God is righteousness peace and joy in the Holy Spirit , and that anyone can be healed from mental psychological or deep set emotional conditions due to childhood trauma, because – ‘In Christ we are made complete’.

This was the time I was having so much trouble at my work, in my health, and my marriage - newly married at 28, and no idea how to cope with a major crisis in my new family, the total sum of the circumstances amounted to what was to me, an overwhelming challenge.

I had an unexplainable fear in me which would keep rising keeping me from sleep nigh after night. The pattern was that it would emerge immediately after I prayed and read the word and spent time with God, the fear just would rise within my heart whenever the experience of God’s presence ceased. it kept me up such that I was sleeping 3-4 hours a day. I would go an hour or two of sleep one day or two, then back to 3-4 hours of sleep which I considered to be a good day. I could never go 3-4 hours two days in a row somehow.

My body was breaking down...I was just too tired and worn out from taking care of my wife and struggling in a job that paid the bills but something that i was terrible at doing – math! on top of that the workplace was very hostile, my co-workers drank and talked about sex and my boss seemed to especially hate me. he once asked me to talk and said – ‘how can one not put money first in life? How can Christianity be real?’ as if to taunt me. It was an insurance company but the atmosphere was dark – the boss was a ruthless man who fired people in rapid succession and used them and he would made them take the fall for him. I couldn't afford to be fired I didn't want to live with my folks.

This lasted for 2-3 years. The insomnia gave me pain in my body in strange parts – my chest, my liver etc. I was exhausted- my stomach was going crazy because of stress – it bloated terribly, I was always sick with the flu monthly and my old shoulder injury would give me back pain.

The total effect of these trials was to make me draw close to God. I would cling tightly to whatever encouragement I had, read the bible or pray in tongues during my lunch breaks just for the physical strength to carry on.

When biblical truth spoke to me or when the lord would speak to my heart, it had a strengthening effect on me physically – I would ask the lord to strengthen me with His word daily and receive encouragements for my day even before I woke up – the spirit would whisper to my heart something I needed for my day, when I was between sleep and wake, because I was always in warfare. But the Holy Spirit was so real and intimacy with Him so precious.

Psalm 94:19 NASB
[19] When my anxious thoughts multiply within me, Your consolations delight my soul.

One morning I woke up with the above verse whispered to me- Holy Spirit was so real to me- His comfort, friendship and strength. 'Draw near to me, I will draw near to you.'

One morning i woke up at about 3/4 Am. I just prayed and worshipped and prayed some more. it was a Sunday morning and i knew we had church later. but the  unexplainable fear was keeping me up. So I decided to worship and pray and take his promise that His kingdom is righteousness peace and joy in the Holy Spirit,and boldly go into His presence for Him to fulfill the kingdom’s promise to me. This promise contrasted with my continual fearful experience.

Isa 53:5 (NASV)
But he was pierced for our transgressions (sins); he was crushed for our iniquities (sin nature passed down by generations); upon him was the chastisement (punishment) that brought us peace, and with his wounds we are healed.

So i worshiped and believed - Jesus you died to give me peace – the punishment for our peace was upon Him, and by His wounds we are healed. I interpreted this to mean, if I did not have peace, whatever wounds that are causing my lack of peace, Jesus has taken my wounds and brokenness, so that He can come in and give me His peace in exchange as I trust Him and His finished work at the cross. 

He died with my sins, with my abuses, with my wounds in my soul on Him. I sang songs about the cross and believed that God was greater than this fear and sought to touch his presence in a powerful way such that i would be well and changed -like the woman with the issue of blood who sought to touch Jesus robe, I also wanted to draw close because He is the healer.

In my mind I had the example of Jacob wrestling with Jesus saying, I would not let you  go till you bless me! And He was transformed by the fight of faith. God touched Him and changed him, he would touch me and change me too.

The verse ‘the violent take it by force in the kingdom of God’ seemed to indicate what I had to do – press in to His presence by faith and take what was mine - Christ Himself, His wholeness, power and presence in my life. I was seeking God Himself to be real and full in me, in that moment of great need. I had to believe that Jesus had already healed me. I had to boldly press in to touch God by faith. What choice did I have? I could not give up!

 It was a battle to believe in Jesus, it was a fight of faith.and even the faith I lacked if I depended on Him would be provided to me by the Holy Spirit who works in me to will and do for His own good pleasure. Ok no turning back, pressing forward.

there was a breakthrough of his presence at about 830am. it felt like a drizzle in the room, the Holy Spirit's gentle peace filled my heart and the atmosphere around me. The drizzle of his presence continued very gradually until I was full of his presence and peace in my heart, and when I felt full of peace, I had a vision right away.

It was a vision of a little newborn infant crying in a crib in a room. it was crying for a very long time and the cries got worse. as the infant cried, I also cried -we were in sync. Everything he felt I felt also. i could feel his pain his loneliness. The meaning of his cries I felt intensely – he was crying “Why am i alone?” “Does anyone love me, does anyone want me?”. From cries, now he's bawling the infant, I start bawling also like tears streaming uncontrollably and inexplicably, the loneliness and sense of being unwanted was intense.

A figure in white in my vision appears and takes up the infant holds it over his shoulder, rocks him up and down and pats his back and says “I want you, I love you, you are my Son...”

Over and over and over. And I can feel peace filling up and healing my heart.

The next vision comes – a series of visions - I am older, 2 years old then 4 years old, and the man in white is there, saying “well done, you are strong, you are my Son, I love you over and over” praising me, encouraging me saying I belong to Him. I remember a lot of hugs with Jesus in my vision, a lot of physical touch.

If you read psychological literature which I later on read, the childhood development of brain structure depends heavily on the nurturing physical touch provided by main caregivers. This is a vital component to growing up soundly, healthily and being emotionally and mentally balanced.

He asks me when the vision changes- when I am old enough to speak. 'What do you want to do?'

I say 'i want to ride my car downstairs '

We lived in a flat but no one was able to take me downstairs to play – or rather my granma did not – I have no memories to date of my granma doting or loving on me, or playing with me or hugging me, I never grew attached to her or learnt her language which is telling... – I don't really have memories of being hugged and loved and snuggled my my dad or mom also - or them playing with me as a child, a little but not much I could count the memories with half a hand.

When i was 4 or 5 years old to play down on the flat ground downstairs in my favourite red paddle car was all I wanted - to be in wide open space free of the confines of my flat which seemed a prison, because I was so seldom outside for play as a child.

I don't remember any of these memories when these vision happens I have forgotten all about my red car by the time of this vision

Again - Jesus asks what do you want to do I say 'snuggle!' I never had a dad or my mom snuggle me in bed. And Jesus is there taking me in the vision downstairs for my car ride, snuggling, eating ice cream… I have few memories of ice cream since I was really sickly as a child and chronically asthmatic and I was sickly even till I was 28 as an adult. I believe my childhood and adult poor health was a direct result of neglect.

Jesus plays with me when I am older in the vision I am dressed in cardboard knights Armour and a cardboard sword we have fun, we laugh.

We wrestle- we play fight and he says over and over 'you are my Son, I love you, you are strong'

My soul I believe needed these things to live and God being the good Father that He is filled in me. Jesus had Father say over Him- 'my beloved Son in whom I am well pleased'  “I love you, I value you, you matter, you are strong, you are mine” And In Christ we have those things also we are the beloved one in whom He is well pleased. Scripture says twice: ‘the spirit testifies with our spirit we are the sons of God.’ (Galatians and Romans)

God filled in my experience through the Holy Spirit- testifying that he loved me, I belonged to Him, I was His Son, like in Romans and Galatians.

God is a good Father, a perfect Father, in Christ and through Christ- because He was abandoned, we can know we are beloved and lavished with love and grace in Him- Jesus said He wants to reveal the Father heart of God to us. And Father and Son make their home in us. He says, ' the glory I have I give to them' that they may be one in the Father and in the Son- intimacy, power, love in authentic spiritual experiences.

I think the limited amount of nurturing and care I received as a child really disrupted the development of a solid sense of worth and self (identity) in me.

I think there was a spirit of fear that i lived with because of abandonment and living in a household that was continually chaotic, arguments between my dad and mom every single day – wondering and afraid continually that they would divorce at any moment throughout my childhood all the way till I was 27 when I moved out.

The word says 'every family on earth derives its name or identity from God the Father.' This means that we are to derive our sense of worth from Father God. We are to find ourselves in Christ, who gives us worth through the cross, I suppose the spiritual promise needed to become a spiritual experience that could heal my soul and my past. The healing happened In my spirit man, overflowing in healing me to the soul before the spirit of fear could be cast out.

I believe that day I was delivered from a spirit of fear and God dealt with several issues at once - deep seated anxiety, a deep sense of worthlessness, a hollow sense of identity and absence of normal, human desires and a strong sense of deadness I carried around in my heart till that point.

I still have wounds and issues –but I don’t struggle with insomnia anymore or that terrible inexplicable fear – which I identify to be the fear of abandonment that God will leave me as my caretakers did – for ‘I am with you always till the end of the age’, ‘I will never leave you nor abandon you. (Heb 13:5)'. I am far less prone to anxiety, fear and worry than before this experience and I am moving towards His healing and wholeness, in His love.

Ps 23 'He leads me beside the quiet waters, He restores my soul.'

My purpose in writing this is not to claim that I am special in anyway. If anything, God had to do a miracle in my life just to get me to a place where I could (barely) function as well as other people. 


No, I am not special, but I believe I was given this experience so that the body of Christ can see and know that the heart and nature of the Father. 


Isaiah says 'a bruised reed he will not break', 'He binds up the brokenhearted' Isaiah 60. God loves to heal and he led me on a journey spanning several years which led up to the story you read above.


The books which helped in my healing prior to the above story are:


1) Andrew Murray's 'The Deeper Christian life' which is the start point of living a surrendered life to God. Free E copy available here http://www.ccel.org/ccel/murray/deeper.html


2) Andrew Murray's 'With Christ in the School of Prayer' which built a relational view of Christianity and grounded my foundations of faith in an attitude of surrender and dependence - it also has solid biblical teaching on healing and faith. Free E copy available here http://www.ccel.org/ccel/murray/prayer.toc.html


3) Boundaries - by Townsend and Cloud which gave me some courage to begin to assert myself and say no, its a guide to establishing boundaries in life.


4) Fathered by God by John Eldridge



Friday, August 19, 2016

"We Who Take Refuge" Hope for the weary in the journey of faith - Meditation on Hebrews 6

Hebrews 6:13-14 NASB
[13] For when God made the promise to Abraham, since He could swear by no one greater, He swore by Himself, [14] saying, "I WILL SURELY BLESS YOU AND I WILL SURELY MULTIPLY YOU."

Surely our future is blessed because God has sworn by Himself to bless us

No matter how rough things seem now

"We Who Take Refuge"

Hebrews 6:17-18 NASB
[17] In the same way God, desiring even more to show to the heirs of the promise the unchangeableness of His purpose, interposed with an oath, [18] so that by two unchangeable things in which it is impossible for God to lie, we who have taken refuge would have strong encouragement to take hold of the hope set before us.

The promise is for those who take refuge under the wings of almighty God, who draw near to Father to take Him as a shelter for our life. He is our source of security, our safe place. We who take the person of Jesus as our strength and our victory. We who find our Holiness Wisdom and Redemption in Jesus.

As we strive to take refuge, to hold on to God - it may be stormy- our hearts may be false and we feel our sincerity hollow, difficulties and trials may press us and attack us from behind, it sometimes feels like trouble assaults us from every direction.

But God wants us to know that over all the trouble is this oath, this security and promise which serves as a shield above us and around us- " I swore to Abraham that I would bless him and you through Jesus are an heir of Abraham" "I swear I will bless you".

It is a double layered shield of assurance which God wraps around us, His beloved. The first layer is His word which is unchanging - I have blessed you and will bless you because you are in Jesus- You are blessed with every blessing in the heavenly places in Christ (Ephesians). Gods word cannot break, cannot bend and it doesn't change. 

The second layer is His oath - "I swear by myself that I would bless you" "There is no one stronger higher or more powerful that I. I want to assure your heart of My blessing so I swore by Myself that I would bless you- do not cut yourself off from my promise or my word, be encouraged that you may lay hold of my promises and my hope that you may grow in me and keep on growing up into Christ through the provision of the Holy Spirit in your heart, giving you a real experience of My love and power and grace daily" 

It is all so that we may have hope, that we may not give up on this hard journey called the journey of faith, the journey to hold on to the gospel - the good news, the message of the Son of God who died for you and rose again to give everything to you- blessed are you if you hold fast the things which you heard from the beginning says apostle John (book of 1 john). 

Hold on to the word, the word is the good news of the Son of God, the word is the character and person of Jesus, Him, His person His presence is right there with you, His presence with you now- come to Him, believe in Him and be encouraged by His double layered assurance wrapped over you.

God 1) promises by His word to bless you and 2) swears He will bless you as you lay hold of Hope. Jesus is your living Hope. Things will be good for your future because eternal life is yours in Him. He undertakes to bless you now and always. He is your blessing and hope. The expectation of His goodness in your future fills your life because he has promised and sworn it.

Blessings- Isaac

Tuesday, August 02, 2016

The End Game - Part 3

The end game (part 3)

Bad stuff #9 greater and intense persecution of all christians, resulting in the church overcoming, even through martyrdom 

Daniel 12:7 
and as soon as [h]they finish shattering the [i]power of the holy people, all these events will be completed.

Revelations 12:11
And they overcame him because of the blood of the Lamb and because of the word of their testimony, and they did not love their life even [e]when faced with death.

Christians will be persecuted to death at the end, but they will overcome even if they were to give their lives and they will overcome because they have loved God and loved one another, even to the end.


The Laodician mirror - solutions

Interestingly, all the patterns mentioned above is mirrored in revelations 3- the letter to laodicean church, the last church in the set of 7. Solutions to the darkness engulfing us are given by John also as the antidote to the end times.

Common characteristics of the Laodicean church and the body of Christ today

1. Neither Hot Nor cold = apathetic, love has grown cold because of trials and difficulties (?) but has not left the faith. (Not totally cold and turned away from God, but yet not really alive either). This does not discount the fact that Jesus predicts many will fall away when the trials really start- it makes sense because the body of Christ is not fully alive therefore many will fall from faith because of the difficulties that come. (V15)

2. Wealth and comfort materially but actually living in spiritual poverty and spiritual blindness, cannot perceive or see what God is saying or doing. (V17)

Solutions prescribed by revelations 3

  • Buy gold refined in the fire - prioritise your faith if it should cost you everything, even painful firey trials which are normal- pay the price because faith, gold is precious and will save you in the end times, making one rich towards God.
  • White garments to clothe your nakedness and shame - prioritise purity of heart, die to self that we may see God, cut off the offending limbs by taking hold of and trusting Jesus cross to die to the flesh
  • Buy eye salve that you may see: prioritise the revelation of Jesus above all things, make a definite choice to prioritise the reading of the word daily and prayer, seek the revelation of Jesus to know His person His heart, His voice and love Daily. Daily live to hear His present voice to you.
  • V19 don't grow weary in trials but take them as a sign that you are being purified, take your pains and trials as a sign of His love, repent quickly to shorten the trial season. Rev 3: [19] Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline; therefore be zealous and repent. [20] Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with Me. 
  • Expect Him to communicate daily- seek His voice (we live by every word that he speaks day to day more than food) and act on His impulses as soon as you are able so you may experience greater intimacy with Jesus.
V19 Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with Me. 


Revelation 3:14-22 NASB
[14] "To the angel of the church in Laodicea write: The Amen, the faithful and true Witness, the Beginning of the creation of God, says this: 

[15] 'I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot; I wish that you were cold or hot. 

16] So because you are lukewarm, and neither hot nor cold, I will spit you out of My mouth. 

[17] Because you say, "I am rich, and have become wealthy, and have need of nothing," and you do not know that you are wretched and miserable and poor and blind and naked, 

[18] I advise you to buy from Me gold refined by fire so that you may become rich, and white garments so that you may clothe yourself, and that the shame of your nakedness will not be revealed; and eye salve to anoint your eyes so that you may see. 

[19] Those whom I love, I reprove and discipline; therefore be zealous and repent. 

[20] Behold, I stand at the door and knock; if anyone hears My voice and opens the door, I will come in to him and will dine with him, and he with Me. 

[21] He who overcomes, I will grant to him to sit down with Me on My throne, as I also overcame and sat down with My Father on His throne. 

[22] He who has an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to the churches.'"